I’m at peace

I feel good. I have chosen to get rid of the negative thoughts and actions. Who wants to be around a negative nancy anyway. I don’t like being angry and I certainly don’t like to portray a vindictive or mean person. Thank goodness I lost that desire.. Did I ever have it? I’m told I did. Scary! Not a good personality trait.

I’m excited about all the upcoming changes in my life and my friends lives. Things will be VERY different this time next year. I hope Robert’s ready for that! lol I still dislike what I see when I look in the mirror but not as much now. I know that I could be skinnier, tighter, taller, tanner etc. But, liking who I am and portraying confidence is a huge step in leading a happier life.

I would love to be skinnier with no “baby belly” but I want another baby way more than I want to be skinny. Some day though, that will be my number one desire and I will work harder to get there. Maybe if I demolish all the candy in our house and my work space I could reach this goal faster. Until then, I’ll work on making another baby. Robert likes that goal better any way.

Can you tell that is all I think about now days? I’m pathetic. It has barely been a year since Peyton was born and already I want another. We may end up with a baseball team by the time I decide I’ve had enough… *kidding* … Seriously!

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I could do this all day…

But then I would get fired. Thanks to Katie I have found amazing websites that I follow daily and great places to find amazing pictures! Here are my favorites for this morning. In no particular order…

 

 

 

 

Secret…

I may have been a lesbian in my past life…

 

Because these girls are hot. I think I have a thing for brunettes… And tattoos…

Perfect Timing

I got this in an email today. I thought to myself… “The timing could not be more perfect on this. Thanks Joy!’ .. Of course I changed the pictures, because I can 🙂

 

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. 
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. 
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. 
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, 
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. 
They may seem like a godsend and they are. 
They are there for the reason you need them to be. 
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, 
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. 
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. 
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. 
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. 
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

 

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. 
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. 
They may teach you something you have never done. 
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. 
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season. 

 

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, 
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. 
Your job is to accept the lesson, 
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. 
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant..

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I made it to 90 posts!  … This is actually my 91st post. The last one was 90!

Salad….

For lunch and dinner yesterday and again for lunch today… Ugh… It’s good salad don’t get me wrong but if it doesn’t make a huge difference in the way I look why torture myself?! lol

Minus the onions of course!

My great life…

I love being a mommy! Although my days are filled with frustration, food being spit at me, dirty diapers and tears I couldn’t ask for more. I am so filled with joy every time I see her. Every time she waves, blows a kiss, shows me a sign we have taught her or just giggles. She is the light of my life. I can’t wait to have another one. I already have the baby blues and my daughter just turned one. I already want another little baby in my house. One that doesn’t throw fits and doesn’t cry to get their way. lol Of course they too will reach the stage where they cry to get everything and throw fits but I’m avoiding thinking about having two toddlers in the house.

I'm not anti-social. I just have a toddler!

We are getting our house ready for another baby and making sure we have the room to grow before we start trying. But, we are preparing which means the trying part is not far away. Lucky me I have such a great family already that adding another baby will just be the icing on the cake. Now… I would like to win the lottery and be able to stay home, raise my kids, make scrap books and plan birthday parties. I guess we can’t get everything we want in life. right?! lol

Someday though I will be doing carpools and play dates and joint birthday parties with my closest friends and their babies. I can’t wait for this part of life! No more going out and drinking every weekend just so we can hang out. We will all be on the same page in our lives and doing the same things. Kid things!! I can’t wait! I will get to go to the children’s museum with Kristin that she has told me so much about and I will be able to share that with all the other moms I will soon know! Ahh… Exciting times are coming my way!

So Precious!

I’m counting on you girls to get pregnant and make my fantasy of play dates come true 🙂 Peyton needs friends!

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